I am the type of person that lets a lot just kinda roll off my shoulder. But a person can only take so much sometimes just a look, a little word , comment, or just the way that you feel things have been taken can rubb someone wrong. I get tired of people that talk out of both sides of their mouth. On one side they are there to help on the other they are there to flush your head in the toilet. I have noticed that a lot of the times the way that people treat me others treat my mother the same way.
I do not think the things bother me as much anymore when it is done to me. I have learned that I will let God take care of most things but I have to let them go so he can. That is the hard part of me letting it go for him. People say they will do one thing and later things have changed so much then they did before. Some people do not even take into consideration the things that is going on or has gone on in a persons life. Sometimes the things that is going on is how we respond to others and what is going on.
Because of some of this I am encouraging my mother to move again this will be the second time since March 31. I do not feel safe with where she is right now. She seems depressed, lonely, and she really needs us right now. Moms has had two friends in the last 2 months treat her wrong they say one thing then they lie to her also. Who knows what else my mom may be going through. The person who owns her place that she is renting said how much she will help take care of her check on her, take her for rides, even out to dinner , but she doesnt fall through on anything but something that hurts my mother. This is it no more I say She is saleing my mothers home that her and dad lived in. And only give her 600 dollars for it because she said it wasnt in the shape that she wanted it in. We were not even given the time to do any real cleaning when we moved out. A lot of the things that were done we could of done. Lets be for real it was time for mom to take a small break. Dad had not even been gone for a month and we moved her. This took not only physical stress on her body but mental stress on her from the 6 months of pain from watching him suffer and then finally pass away.
